"Lost at Sea" Full view here.
After 6 mos. of not doing any full-blown art, I am now back to business… and to kick-start my creative juices here is a mermaid for you all.
The only person who claims
(wait, do you really claim? but yeah, whatever… hahaha point is..) to be a mermaid on land who really fits the title. I mean, come on, look at that gorgeous face. And that gorgeous hair. Damn gurrrrlll. HAHAHA
But anyway, I really like her personality, she’s true to herself and a strong-headed woman.
And what I really like about her? She embraces her curly hair! :) Because I have a really curly hair too… it’s just so nice to have something in common with her. (lol I sounded like a total creep there, I am sorry.)
So what happened to me? See the title, that’s what mainly happened. lol.
I’ve been gone for almost 6 months, well, not really gone since I still browse the dashboard every now and then, I just don’t post personal stuff and artworks anymore. (But i will post a new art later! For a very special girl here in tumblr, naks! Special! haha)
I’ve been really busy with my personal life and I enjoyed it so much that I don’t really have time to go online anymore. That’s right folks! It started last april, summer, I’ve never enjoyed going out and living my life that much to the point that going online became boring compared to real life and I can’t believe I am saying this. hahaha I use to think that the real me lives in the internetssss lol.
So a lot had happened, I stopped playing Dragon Nest (bc i stopped going online rrryyyyttt? But I plan on playing again), I also stopped painting a lot, only a few sketches. That’s kind of a downside that happened but actually it helped me to be more active in life, go out and stop being a hermit. One of the most happiest things that happened to me is that I found someone, or rather, he found me. He loves me so much that his eyes can’t deny the fact.
He is my first boyfriend and I’m hoping that he will be the last. We are now in our 8 months in relationship. It feels like having a best friend, and a lover. Everything is good and we’re handling the relationship well. I can say that I’m in a mature relationship and I’m very glad of it. We had our fun, we rarely argue and when we do it doesn’t last long because good communication helps.
(Picture below, from a folder titled “Ligawan days” LOL)
We went to Enchanted Kingdom, special mention because this is the first date we had after we became official. April 22, 2013.
LOL DON’T WORRY I WON’T TURN THIS INTO CHEESY COUPLE-Y POST. But this is necessary since I’m trying to update you guys with my life haha, he became a big part of it after all.
Last one from the couple-y stuff. This was taken last April 27,2013. A very special night. We went to Marikina riverbanks to watch a fireworks display. Everything was so beautiful, the fireworks are exploding like… right in-yoh-face-mama kind of thing! haha very magical indeed.
I also got back into keeping in touch with my old friends. My higshchool and college friends. Pigged out in different restos, having a sleep over, going places and having a healthy inuman session. Healthy because basically our pulutan were fruits and veggies. HAHAHA i don’t even know what we’re trying to achieve.
And before I end this post, I have to add that I am really grateful that I also became friends with my bf’s circle of friends. Here’s one of our many photos with some of them. One of his friend’s mom who was just visiting here in the country treated us to dinner and movies. She’s a very kind and fun woman. :))
LOL LAST SHOT I PROMISE. =))
This was just some of the stuff that I’ve been into LAST SUMMER. I have so many entries to follow. I am so grateful of my current life that I need to write it down now. I believe I waited long enough to write down my feelings because I am having so much fun that I became more active in the real world than the internetsss. But I have my life back on track now and this is the right time to be back, friends. :))
I also became unemployed since last August that adventures and new stories to tell poured down on me like craaaay. I am so happy with this life! Best year ever! (And sorry for any grammatical errors and poor choice of words, I need to make this quick because friends are waiting outside, we will be having an inuman sesh, yes!)
I have clinical depression too and a sad things is I am 32 so I don't understand totally how to use all this new technology we gots cause like the internet barely exsisted when I was in highschool, anyway the photo on tumblr is me and I am an artist to and Ezra fan back since city island and age is weird because I live like I am 22 still and people tell me I don't look my age so I don't really know how to be sometimes it's weird anyway maybe I will figure out how to post to tumblr photos
Hi sorry for replying so late, I know it’s been months. But I don’t really know how to properly respond to your question. I’ve been avoiding questions about my depression before, I don’t know, I just got tired of talking about it at some point. But I’m okay now. Actually, I was already okay back when I received this, I just don’t have anything to say back then.
But I hope you get well soon too. I know you’ll be okay again. Just continue your meds, if you’re under it. Consult a professional, or talk to a close friend, if it helps. Depression is a sickness, you should attend to it. And don’t worry too much about all these technologies, you will get the hang of it. :) It’s actually fun discovering and trying new things.
And trust me, age is overrated. hahaha
And lastly, keep on supporting Ezra. ;)